haha,i really need say something here but i have no clue~!

enen,how`s everything?

not bad~!

how`s life?

not bad~!

God always fair,if he grab something from u he will  give sth back ~!

that`s fair~!

 

so baby,no complain,keep going~!

i know my limted time,if i can not get it,i will quit everything

just like my uncle said being a princess there!

i know nothing about myself but maintain clear that what should i support to do,don`t i?

In fact,everything goes quite well,don`t worry,u can handle it~!

 

"LOVE"is luxurious:It`s better to have but if u don1t have,u still alive.Take it easy,however,u have to try your best~!remember everything.

It just looks like perfume that guy co-worker`s nice words.U can smell that but never attempt to taste it.

NOBODY and nothing can make u think about until 12:pm.

Do everying on principle even though u r so pretty.

How to cook that`s really important.learn some methods and cook for yourself in the weekend.

If your exboyfriend who has already had wife ask u how is your life,tell him wondful loudly~!

Don`t tell ur present boyfriend everyting especially u love him a lot.

Don`t take any pictures when you r doing sex.

Don`t think about to become a single mum.Remember,you need a husband who can take care of the baby and u.

When somebody said u r so youny,u should be happy.

Don`t worry about your face.your age just  like your looking.

Dating just likes paly.if u gave too much u will cry.so,be careful.

This morning i woke up,curled my hair,washes my face,ate my breakfast .......and then I called my teacher and said i was sick,i`d like stay at home.So i went to bed again~!!!

 

I don`t even know what`s going on with me~!i felt tired~!I alway gave myself some reason that can indulge myself~I know that is bad for me but i need it~!I don`t have any fighting spirit~i don`t want to go to school,I don`t want to go to work~!Do i fall in love?but i don`t have lover~!haha~!ambiguity(i am not sure the spell of this word).I only know i am tired.

I really miss my parents.

 

now,u know what.....

i can feel what is...........

my mind is not clear .i don`t know what will happen what is gonna come

I really can`t afford that relationship but what`s the matter....

 

9 momths,so long.another 9months....

nobody can help me,nobody knows me..

 

when i stay in my small room,how depress i am but i don`t want to show anybody but myself.

 

something happens,it happens.i don`t know why i am so quite at that time.He said that maybe u want to punch my face but actually i do not want to do that.I am mature.hehe...self-confidence~!Jenny,u r so bad~!

 

sometime i am thinking to leave here.Yes,Vancouver is not good place for me.I am getting crazy..

 

I know what is right what is wrong .

anyway,stupid~!

I should`vd died over there

when I was in the water,I made a deal with God.

I told him I was sorry...

that I knew i`d been a fool for leaving you...

trying to go over there and been a hero...

and I promised I `d never ask for anything again...

if I could just see you one more time.

And you know what?

It was worth it.

You kept me alive,You brought me home.

So I`m gonna stand by my end of the deal.

I am gonna walk away.

And I won`t ask you for anything.

such a jerk~!

I have seen a lot of beautiful things~!

The world is so beautiful~!

 

Suddenly,I feel that I am lucky because I have plenty of friends and can stuay till 25 years old.

Before I always say that I am tired but now i know this kind of tired is still kind of happyness~!

 

Life is great even though I am not sccuess yet but that`s ok,I am still good.

My progrem is amazing,I wish I would love it for a long days.I know I do~!

Do something,I always tell myself.but in any cause,I am not.u know,I am lazy!

 

I do miss my parents,I do miss crystal.I know they miss me too.

 

 

I should`vd died over there

when I was in the water,I made a deal with God.

I told him I was sorry...

that I knew i`d been a fool for leaving you...

trying to go over there and been a hero...

and I promised I `d never ask for anything again...

if I could just see you one more time.

And you know what?

It was worth it.

You kept me alive,You brought me home.

So I`m gonna stand by my end of the deal.

I am gonna walk away.

And I won`t ask you for anything.

Sex, death and other ultimate mysteries arouse your curiosity. Do not let your family stifle your ambitions any longer. It is time to head out on your own and face the challenges. Strive for success, but do not fear failure

He is my lover....

I miss him so much...

He is name is OLAY....

hi,I will go abroad to study.....

I remembered that everytime when we finished our talking u usually joking "If u want to go aboard ,don`t forget tell me!".And I always mumbled"I am not sure,maybe.If I dicided to go,I will tell u at the first time."

 

Time goes so fast.Now I have been here for 5 months.

 

I want to tell u something but I don`t know how to tell u.How is your life?Is everything goes well?I know u just getwell of the company,I am concern about u!U know I care about u.Do u remember the final exam of high school.U didin`t do well because of me.In those day everyday u called me and told me when u called me u would feel better and calm down otherwise u felt nervous.Also u showed ur mom my picture in the train when u went to a unknown city for ur university and said "I likes her,but she doesn`t like me."From that time I knew I was so important to u.

 

When I realized how to cherish a man but u left me.when I would totally break up with u but u would to together again.U know everything is dramatic.

 

When u appear in front of me.I want to accept u but suddenly i know that something has already gone ,it means u missed.it means u never got it any more.

 

After u left me,I met plenty of guys.When I attempted to become couple with them and I found u were the best one ,howeverI missed u.

 

Something u missed always the best.Now I know that.So I hided the best in my heart and started to settle the real life.

 

Now u have girlgriend.U send the picture to me .U know when I saw that my heart was broke.

 

Now I know u have your own life.Me too.U become my best friend.I hope u r happy and I will have another life.I will pray for u.

 

I am a good soul.Do u know the meaning about that sentence.haha,I don`t know either.I just think about that so I wrote down that~!I will visit my aunt this Christmas.U know I am very exciting.I want to do this I want to do that.I have plenty of plans.Conversery,I will start my Hair Design soon.I hope everything will be all right.

She is my best friend.She comes from Da Lian which is beautiful city in China.Um.....

She has good personality and behavior.But her skin is reallu delicate~.When I was in trouble or I felt upset she is my best audience.Last year I went to Dalian,she got a long with me for a week.I appreciated her help.Everyday she went shopping with me eventhough she was tired.She has good skills such as arranges actitives or makes friends.She has plenty of friends because she is so kind.They she knows tons of news.But she always tell me~!-.-!

 

When we were in school I always kidding her because I like her.U know right?Sometimes I make her ashamed.That`s so cute.I really enjoy that time.By the way how about your boyfruend who is master.

 

Now,we have alreaday complete finished our university .We have such a distance and I miss her very much.I know find a good job is a complicate problem but I belive that u will find a good job and a good husband.U know I trust u ,u will be my friend forever as well.

 

Take everything easy~!

Best wishes~

 

 

Oh,today I studyed at home by myself.So boring...

I didn`t want to study,so I just watched movies.One day two movies.I know I can`t make my life like this.I need some risks and then doughtily try....But it seems so diffcult.Anyway I will try.